Hi Jonno! Good to see you back. Sorry to hear about the foot. I'm sure that's uncomfortable to say the least. It's time to get some proper pain control meds started I reckon. Perhaps talk to your GP about the urgent medical things first? Then seek help from addiction charities and debt counselling to get the other issues sorted out. I'm sure once these problems begin to resolve and your pain is under control that life will seem a bit better. Keep us updated buddy
Jonno1980, I'm sitting here reading your posts, and I have tears in my eyes. I've had depression 10 years ago, and had it bad, so I have some understanding of what you're going through. TBH, I think that D is worse than what we have, (although I'm T2.) You clearly need a lot of help, from different sources, but do not take painkillers and drink alcohol. Get to the doctor's in the morning and get the help you need. DO NOT TAKE NO FOR AN ANSWER. Keep your head up, and your spirits. You are in my thoughts, and I'm sure everyone elses on here. Good luck.
wherever you are right now, smile. When someone else smiles back it lifts your spirits. It might feel like nothing but simple human contact eases heavy hearts!