Hello cyrryan,
try not to stress yourself out, as it does take time, let me explain in 1988 i discovered i had a lot of refiner bleeding, so laser was the suggested way to go, back then it was all a bit new, and very basic, but i had 3875 laser shots in my good eye which is my right and 2784 in my left eye, i was back at work the next day, and over the next few years it became better and better, so much so that my eye specialist now has trouble understanding how good my eyes are, and how after so many laser shots there has been no distortion i have never had any more work done on my eyes except for a cataract in my left eye in 2006 and things are still OK. The good news is that if you try and keep your sugars under control there is a good chance that things will improve over time and yes i was also a bit disappointed at first but it all change over time.
I hope this helps
best Regards
Toby