I am feeling gulity for moaning so much ... obviously there are hundreds of people who are worse off than me ... list the various ailments. Is it usual for people to feel sorry for themselves at some stage... I'm trying hard to hide it and pretend i am happy with the world but im struggling.
For one i am still (fairly) young and my friends are still going out every weekend so far i havent made it out much ... its a bit of a journey to them and after work it takes a lot to eat, get changed travel and still have energy to go out. However they dont realise this and just think i am blowing them out. I dont want to keep saying Im tired but now they think im lying / making excuses.
I am just so upset that my life has changed so much ... everyone said i would feel great when i started taking insulin but im still waiting ! and so is the man in my life !!!
feel free to tell me to pull myself together but be prepared i might cry!
For one i am still (fairly) young and my friends are still going out every weekend so far i havent made it out much ... its a bit of a journey to them and after work it takes a lot to eat, get changed travel and still have energy to go out. However they dont realise this and just think i am blowing them out. I dont want to keep saying Im tired but now they think im lying / making excuses.
I am just so upset that my life has changed so much ... everyone said i would feel great when i started taking insulin but im still waiting ! and so is the man in my life !!!
feel free to tell me to pull myself together but be prepared i might cry!