Hi Yasmin,
Wow! You have done an amazing job of treating your diabetes...and I am so impressed! Sorry, that comes across a bit patronising, but it really isn't meant to! As Sarah said, diabetes does get most people down sometimes, so you are certainly not alone with that. I also agree that it is the fact that you can't take a "day off" from time to time. For me, if I do let things slip, I feel really guilty..although I do feel a bit rebellious at teh time, so I can't win. If you are feeling depressed, rather than a bit down, then this is different. It sounds like you have a great medical team though!
Son't feel bad about hating your diabetes...those smiling faces on the front of the Balance magazine are posing...and are just supposed to encourage us...although sometimes they just wind me up!!