Blood Sugar and its been high 14,15,16 according to the machine I can get it down to 6 if I starve myself so to speak
Hi
@barrienunn , and welcome to the forum!
Don't worry about being thought of as a coward, you're definitely not!
Fear is a very real thing, regardless of it being fear for something dangerous or something irrational. And needle phobia is quite common.
That said, with those numbers you do need to speak to your doctor. Don't worry about them taking blood right there and then, they won't, although they might do another fingerprick test, and they'll urge you to get blood drawn for the lab.
Remember, it's impossible (and against the law) to stick a needle in someone who refuses, so you won't be forced to have your blood drawn by just having a chat with your doctor and showing them your meter readings.
Have you told your doctor about your fear for needles? I think phobia treatment is quite effective these days, and doing something about your fears may make your life a lot better in the coming years!
Let us know how you get on!