Hi Sophie
I went through a very similar thing at your age (I'm 28 now, and was diagnosed at 7 years old) - it kind of hit home to me exactly what being diabetic meant to my life, and I panicked. I went into denial, which is not a good way to go!
2 years later, I started university and ended up in intensive care for a week with ketoacidosis. I left hospital and started looking after myself a bit better, but "life" soon got in the way again and everything slipped. I was doing ok as far as I was concerned - still walking around, so what was the problem?
Then about a year ago I went to the eye hospital after suffering from a very painful eye for a few days (GP had no clue) and was diagnosed with retinopathy.
NOW I'm looking after myself...! It took a brush with blindness to sort myself out
I guess I just wanted to say that I know exactly what you're going through. It's very hard at 16, but it really is worth looking after yourself, and sticking with it in the long run!
xx