Hi TROUBR,
I know exactly what you mean, 'cause that is exactly how I felt when I went onto insulin and the diabetes nurse explained hypos to me. I dreaded not recognising the symptoms and like you almost "wanted" one, to know what I was up against. Oddly enough, the first hypo I had I just seemed to "know". I know that sounds odd but I bet if you do have a hypo, you'll just "know" too. I, personally, tend to feel shaky, sweaty, sometimes a bit confused over what I happen to be doing at the time and just feel generally wobbly. The feeling is easily rectified though and as long as I have something sugary on me, I am confident of dealing with hypos now. There was only one occasion when I had swapped handbags and forgot to put my glucose tablets in, that I felt a REAL sense of panic, so I advise always carrying something with you, along with your test kit.If you follow your "sweet" fix with something more filling to eat, you'll soon feel back to normal.