Hi marieg, I understand why you are embarassed about hypo's etc as I have been and probably always will be! But I never excuse myself to treat one I just eat my jelly babies! :lol: (btw, chocolate isn't good for treating hypo's you need 15g quick acting carbs, so x5 glucose tablets or x5 fruit pastilles)
I have been on a pump since Feb this year and I love it, can't imagine going back to the days before I had it and I have much tighter control now. I becamse hypo unaware a few years ago and it was a horrifying experience and I had to run my BG levels in the 9/10 region for a few weeks (with consultant/DN supervision) to get them back. I now feel hypo around 4, although I can get under 3 before I realise I need to treat. my answer is I test a huge amount! Why dont' you ask your DN about the pump? If you check out the pump section on this forum you will find lots of advice about who can/can't have one etc. It will probably depend on your local PCT and if they fund them. no harm in asking though, eh?!
so, advantages of the pump are the discretion (I can bolus without anyone knowing!) and much tighter control, so less hypo's. Disadvantages would be being permanantly attached but frankly, that isn't really a problem, it's just a downside, you get used to it! 8)