Eva
you have my sympathy. I'm only 10 years diagnosed, but feel I have most of life under control. It all improved for me about 6/7 years ago when I discovered Dr. R Bernstein. His "diabetes Solution" is my primary reference book. I follow hisd dietary advice and eat very low carb. I've lost LOADS of weight. Over 3 stones from my highest. I find keeping the weightloss goin hard, but I've trained my eating patterns. I use my blood glucose meter to monitor regularly AND my bathroom scales. If I get things wrong [and I often do] I just dust myself off and start again.
Hana