Sorry
@DaftThoughts
This post is more addressed to
@EllsKBells than to you, and I apologise for the derailment.
When I was in my teens, my periods were seriously wacky. 3 weeks of flooding. Hated it. Went to a doc, The Pill caused MASSIVE weight gain and no improvement, so got referred, and the endocrinologist (I was 15, and can't really remember his job title) prescribed me progesterone tablets. They gave me PMS from hell.
All the time. I stood in the kitchen drying up a carving knife with fantasies of stabbing my mother in the back because she was breathing in my vicinity. Not killing her took all my will power. I hated the world. It was quite terrifying. So I cut the dose in half. And the symptoms disappeared. And my periods stopped altogether. Only saw the endo once after that, and they seemed quite happy with the situation. But I didn't have periods for 20+ years. I stopped filling the prescription after a year or so, when I realised that
whether I took the tablets or not, my periods didn't happen.
So I guess what I am saying is that some people get some pretty severe reactions to synthetic progesterone, and be careful. If it doesn't suit you, then go back and ask for something else, or weigh the pros and cons very carefully. I should have done, but it hard to do that when you are 15 and your parents worship Doctors as Gods. But I wonder sometimes how many of my other hormone issues were caused by that excessive dose of progesterone, way back then? I have since been diagnosed with PCOS and a prolactinoma (benign tumour of the pituitry gland, pumping out excess prolactin), so my endocrine system is well and truly wrecked.
It is one of the reasons that I am dedicated (as a type 2) to avoiding insulin for as long as humanly possible. I suspect that my body doesn't like supplemental hormones
at all!
@DaftThoughts I guess the rage you describe in your OP sounds like the rage I got on the progesterone. Different hormone, same reaction. Difference is that all I had to do was stop taking the dratted tablet, you are in a
much worse situation, because you
need that insulin.
Could you persuade your doc to prescribe a different type of insulin? even one of the animal insulins? to see if a different one helped the situation. We have had a number of posters who have found that changing to a different type of insulin has made a big difference to their control and reactions.
Edited to add: and yes, there was huge insomnia, during The Rage.