More amputation?

I feel like I'm hitting my head against a brick wall! I had my left big toe amputated in May, because I had ignored my diabetes for years, and had incredibly high sugar levels, which resulted in an infection which escalated rapidly. I was then started on insulin, and brought down my bgs to a much better level, and started to get neuropathy, which resulted in a lot of pain and no sleep. Slowly, with the help of my DSN and the docs at my local surgery, we have managed to find meds to bring it more or less under control, and with the Butrans 5 patches, I am able to sleep, yay! However, I found a black spot at the end of the toe next to the amputated one, and went straight to the docs, to be told that it looked worrying, and he would try to get me into the cardiovascular clinic. Apparently they are too busy to see me, and although on antibiotics, the toe has got noticeably worse over the last two days, and the doc has still not been able to get an appointment for me, despite being now very concerned. I am so worried that by the time they have an appointment available, it will be too late to save the toe, and there are two more that my Doc is "keeping an eye on". Am I going to end up with multiple amputations, or will they decide to just chop off my legs to solve the problem? I know that sounds like I'm a drama queen, but I'm so scared this time, because I can see what is happening, and I have been so good about doing everything the way I should since May, but it feels as though I have been poisoned. Has anyone else had similar experiences, or can give advice? I am feeling very dejected, and wondering why I bother. :shock: :cry: HELP!

Firstly thanks for all your suggestions, and good wishes, and sorry I haven't been able to post a reply before. My doc managed to get me into the vascular clinic at the hospital, so I went with some fear, as the toe had definitely got worse. When I arrived, I was clerked in by a med student, who did everything from history to blood pressure, ECG, etc, and then disappeared, muttering that the ECG wasn't working properly. She came back and did another, and disappeared, then returned and took blood, placed a canular, and got me to a bed. This was early afternoon. I was convinced they would be amputating as they had placed the canular. A few hours later, 5 docs of various stages from med student to consultant and registrar came to my room, and announce that they couldn't operate, as I had a heart attack!!!! WHEN? ME? Surely they had the wrong patient? :shock: No, it was me, and I had never even noticed! Next stop angiogram, followed immediately by angioplasty, so I am now the proud owner of a stent, and the med student who had done the ECG (for practice, it turns out) had spotted the irregularity on the tracing, and brought it to the consultants notice, is now the Star of the Week. Still not sure what they can do about the toe, but it is being flooded with antibiotics through an IV and has got no worse, and doesn't appear to be septic. Because I am now on blood thinners, they will be unable to operate for at least 6 months, but they seem confident that they can control it, so fingers crossed. Apparently diabetics can suffer silent Myocardial infarctions (heart attacks) so beware! Sorry this post os long, but it's been a hell of a week, but a very lucky one, in hindsight :thumbup:

Thanks all, age doesn't come alone, does it? And to whompa73, this 58yr old woman is loving being called a Dude! I've been called some things in my life, but this is a first, and my daughters says I am now officially "Dench" whatever that is!!! lmao :lol: