Hello Bastedprincess, was off line for a couple of days, had to go find your post again.
Nice to hear from you, I was wondering how things are.
Looks like you are as busy as ever, there is no let up there for you at all is there. I cant begin to imagine what it is like, you there with very little back up, caring for your little ones, dealing with your own illness and then at the end of the day you get punched for all your efforts, very few rewards there for you except that you can take comfort from the knowledge that you are a very caring, special Mummy.
I hope that you are giving yourself enough credit for all that you achieve, what you are doing is awe inspiring, proves how capable, resourceful you really are, inspite of all the difficulties that you are facing you are still strong, still struggling on there no matter what. Tell do you ever get a chance to let your hair down, to talk about issues, talk about your feelings, fears? From the way you write i somehow get the feeling that you are very positive too and that you still can see the good, the beautiful moments in your life and surrounding you?
Stay in touch if you want to, its always nice hearing from you.
Thinking of you x