Today I had a retinopathy appointment and the nurse said "remember, you're gonna have type one for a long time now..." Haha! As if I needed reminding, wasn't expecting it to go away! I think the idea of complications down the line scare me, and maybe trying to have children someday, but for now I just take each day as it comes. Even after five months I agree in feeling as if I've always been like this. I've definitely become a lot more "live each day as your last" though, and I think I stress less about things because I've prioritised what's important better