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Please sign by midnight tonight... obtaining insulin pumps

Done and dusted Rach best of luck.
 
Oh well I guess I just have to see. I saw the government response actually which was pretty lame. In the interim I've tried and qualify for, but failed to obtain the pump due to lack of funding. Not doing to well mentally or physically right now. I never sleep well, my sugars were above 17mmol when I got in from work, despite a healthy baguette. If I let them go lower then I end up with mulitple hypos. I will fight though but if no succession then I feel like giving up on everything including living to be honest!!
 
It's never that bad Rachel! Stop the negative cycle, keep a diary of all your activities, food eaten, insulin doses and you'll feel better immediately. You'll be amazed how much better your control gets by just monitoring what you're eating - guess it makes you think more about everything that passes your lips.

I often stop the diary too - fall off the wagon, if you like - then suffer for a while and realise I'm neglecting my health. Then get straight back to it again.

Just do it!

Sam.
 
Hi Sam, thanks. Yes at the moment I've started the diary writing again, but really there isn't a pattern with regards to what I'm eating. For example I could work at 8grams per unit of insulin which is my tea time ratio and one day I could eat fish and chips (like the other day) and my sugar levels rise to 19.9mmol although another day I take exactly the same amount of insulin for the same food and I'll have a hypo three hours later, despite the fact I haven't really done anything differently. My diabetes nurse has told me I'm doing everything I can and she can't understand why my blood sugars are so erratic. Also with the new insulin analogues they are supposed to minimise night time hypos but mine doesn't. I have been told to take 20 units of night insulin, which sometimes works i.e. this morning my fasting sugar was 8.9mmol from about 11mmol last night, however I could take 20 units tonight and my sugars could be 11mmol but I will have a hypo at 11 at night or 3 in the morning - I have not done any extra exercise however this is how it is sometimes. Also I might take 16 mmol of night insulin if my sugars are 5.4mmol at night as I don't want them to go any lower but often they will, some other times my fasting sugars will be higher though than when I went to bed i.e. around 12mmol. I also often find I will have to snack at night despite the fact I'm tired and full from tea and I detest that with a passion, having to force feed myself a sandwich at 11 at night because I may or may not have a hypo is not how I want to live the rest of my life. I can't explain this and neither can my DSN which is why they want to stick the monitor on me. However my monitor was faulty so I had to dismantle it Friday and I couldn't come back into work as I already had time off for the diabetic clinic and physio that morning so at the moment I am writing a diary but without the monitor and hopefully they can decipher something from that.
 
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