Ah, I really feel for you. That's awful and so frustrating especially as you say that you gain control when in hospital on the pump. It's around £2,000 PLUS monthly payments for strips/infusion sets/batteries etc, so yes it is expensive and wasn't something we could afford for our young daughter. My advice is 'he who shouts loudest....' We made up our minds that the pump was something that our daughter needed. We didn't have quite the same issues as you - instead we would have good control for a period of time and then lose control for a period of time. It was very upsetting. It's a postcode lottery. We were told our waiting list was 7 years+. So we 'went into battle' ! From Feb til June last year we fought and fought. We wrote letters/emailed everyone (MP's, director of the hospital, PCT, charities etc etc). We then phoned everyone. Got a few people on side who then added to the calls & correspondence on our behalf. We pestered and pestered and then managed to get a fantastic piece in the newspaper. We had as a back up plan to be referred to a different hospital if all this failed by a very supportive GP. But this wasn't necessary as in June we got a 'yes' and our daughter got her pump in August. It wasn't easy. I gave up work to enter this battle. And the result....? It's been worth every single ounce of stress. She now has an Hba1c of 6.4 !! The pump itself is still hardwork to get right and I'm not saying it's perfect all the time but with dedication to getting it right and working on it it's just great! We could never have got this kind of control through injections. It's also given the whole family a sense of normality and given us our flexibility back
Is there anyone who can help you through this? I found it extremely stressful and tiring and I can't imagine what it would like to have diabetes and put yourself under this strain if this is what you choose to do.
I wish you every success.
We are now about to start a new battle for a CGM !
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