Struggling with type 1

I've had diabetes for about the same time that you have. But before talking about emotional health etc PLEASE make sure you are not in danger of DKA:

Have you checked ketones?? I am very concerned that the weight loss may indicate DKA since you have stopped taking injections. If you experience nausea, vomiting, stomach pain, fruity smelling breath or rapid breathing please consider hospital as you may be in DKA. If you get numbers 13+ on blood glucose tests, do ketone tests then as well.

CJRoberts said:

I’ve been type 1 for 2 years and mentally I’m struggling to cope with my diabetes. I’ve recently been diagnosed with depression and anxiety and I’m currently on tablets to help with this. It’s still not helping me really, I never want to do my injections and just physically cannot bring myself to do them because my mind just stops me, does anyone else get the same feeling? I’m at a dead end and I really don’t know where else to go with this now. I’m losing weight and feel even worse about myself just don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve also been referred for counselling but that’s an 8 month wait.

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Hi CJ, from what I’ve read on this site, you are definitely not alone! I’m an old gal (60 This year) and was diagnosed 3 years ago so although there was a steep learning curve it wasn’t so bad for me. You on the other hand have just been dealt a cruel blow. Counselling is an excellent step. You need some coping methods to get you on track. I’m sure others who have shared your experience will be along soon to give you some help. In the meantime - big hugs! X

CJRoberts said:

I’ve been type 1 for 2 years and mentally I’m struggling to cope with my diabetes. I’ve recently been diagnosed with depression and anxiety and I’m currently on tablets to help with this. It’s still not helping me really, I never want to do my injections and just physically cannot bring myself to do them because my mind just stops me, does anyone else get the same feeling? I’m at a dead end and I really don’t know where else to go with this now. I’m losing weight and feel even worse about myself just don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve also been referred for counselling but that’s an 8 month wait.

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I know the feeling all too well. I hate my belly and I detest having to stab it 5 times a day, I can't and don't look but I do it to stay happy and well. The best thing I've tried and you might like to give it a go, to get your kit ready, sit in front of your laptop, play some music and watch something funny to distract you and then a quick stab. Works for me and really hope it does for you too

SueJB said:

I know the feeling all too well. I hate my belly and I detest having to stab it 5 times a day, I can't and don't look but I do it to stay happy and well. The best thing I've tried and you might like to give it a go, to get your kit ready, sit in front of your laptop, play some music and watch something funny to distract you and then a quick stab. Works for me and really hope it does for you too

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When you said you can’t stand to look it made me chuckle because my toy poodle watches me avidly until I go to jab myself - then she quickly turns her head away until I’m finished! Don’t know whether she’s horrified or just being polite! Lol

Sibyl said:

When you said you can’t stand to look it made me chuckle because my toy poodle watches me avidly until I go to jab myself - then she quickly turns her head away until I’m finished! Don’t know whether she’s horrified or just being polite! Lol

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Dogs are so diplomatic, love them

CJRoberts said:

I’ve been type 1 for 2 years and mentally I’m struggling to cope with my diabetes. I’ve recently been diagnosed with depression and anxiety and I’m currently on tablets to help with this. It’s still not helping me really, I never want to do my injections and just physically cannot bring myself to do them because my mind just stops me, does anyone else get the same feeling? I’m at a dead end and I really don’t know where else to go with this now. I’m losing weight and feel even worse about myself just don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve also been referred for counselling but that’s an 8 month wait.

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im so sorry to hear this, and i really hope that things will get better for you x
if you are struggling with injections, maybe this might help: https://mmc.medtronic-diabetes.co.uk/iport/
its a small devide that sits on you skin and you only do one injetcion every 3 days (like a pump) and then you just inject into the small tube that has already been injected - meaning no pain!

Hi CJRoberts. You are most certainly not alone with how youre feeling. Some people can deal with it right away and some take a while to accept the condition. Either way we have all had the "I cant do this!" moments. Firstly I would def check youre not in DKA. If you are, follow the necessary guidlines. Next I would book in to see your diabetic nurse and have a real honest chat. She can help with managing the physical side of diabetes. Then get to a counsellor. Ive had diabetes 7 years now and have been in counselling for 6 months as I just couldnt accept the diagnosis. I was still injecting etc but reached burn out. Please do reach out to your professionals, they are there to help you. As are we!