Thank you all so much for your nice comments.
I was worried that my diabetes status would ban me from fostering or adopting, but this is not the case, we had to provide medical reports and spot checks, but kind of got used to all that, I am not the most organised person, but SWs dont worry about a pile of ironing, etc. Another thing in our favour is that the children genuinely want to be with us, we have also kind of adopted the grandparents, they live in sheltered housing, we have made room for them in our home, they often come to stay, they are lovely, kind people.
I heard on the news today that children can stay with foster carers until they are 21, but hopefully all goes straight forward at the adoption hearing, we want to be 'forever Mummy and Daddy', one day 'forever grandma and grandad'.
Each night we look up to see stars because we know that Roz is looking down on us through one of the stars, they are windows to heaven arent they......she was such a good friend to me, I had to try and help those children, I will give it my best to be a good 'forever Mummy'.
Just in case anyone is worried, the children dont eat low carb, they eat a balanced diet