I'm not one of the more experienced and knowledgeable members but I'm sure one will be along soon. I am recently diagnosed and the news does take some getting used to.
But look what you've achieved already! Hold on to that success and use it to keep moving forward. You are taking control and that's brilliant.
One more thing to think about ... What would you be doing now if you had not been diagnosed? Would you be losing weight? Taking exercise? Eating more healthily?
I was on a downward spiral until my T2 diagnosis kick started my determination. I can say honestly, that I'm in a better place now than I was 6 months ago and I would not feel so well had it not been for the diagnosis.
It's easy to read about complications and become scared but remember that this needn't be the case if you look after yourself and you've started doing that already right?
From your name I'm assuming you're male. There are many success stories on the forums but the two that spring to mind instantly are Andrew Colvin and andy12345 (I hope I got their names right). Look them up.
Depression is not fun... I've been down that road too. Hopefully your exercise regime will help with that and the more success you experience the better you will feel.
Don't blame yourself either, just keep looking forward. 1 step at a time.
Take care dear and read as much as you can on here and books.
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