You know, it's funny how I was so worried about confronting him; I didn't have anything to worry about. I was right about not pushing the subject with him. And I gave him time to come to terms with it and now I have my answer. I didn't even have to ask him. He came right out and told me. He said he didn't think he was strong enough to handle something so big. And he dumped me. (Not in so many words.) But the reality of it is...he's gone. After 5 long years; he's gone. Just like that. I still think he's a wonderful person. Just not wonderful for me. Oh, well. Good thing I have so many other things going for me right now (like getting used to a whole new lifestyle) or I'd be really upset. Oh, well.