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My GP had missed my diabetes but picked up on my having had cancer. I got a second opinion about the cancer and found it was stage 4 but the second doctor also detected my diabetes. There was nothing more than temporary remedies that Western medicine could do for the cancer so I went to a Chinese Traditional Medicine doctor who put me on a course of herbs. The herbs certainly helped me a lot but they didn’t cure either the cancer nor the diabetes. However I did get well from both.
Being an analytical person I set to work on analysing myself and especially my thoughts /beliefs and emotions. I found that I was suffering from was episodic anger so I looked at that, recording everything in a diary. I resolved any issues that there were and cut myself off from people that were involved. I also felt guilty but realized that guilt was phoney. I had nothing to feel guilty about and in realizing that I was able to overcome it. Once I had been able to overcome the anger and guilty I found that my diabetes had diminished and finally after another 6 months it was gone. In that time I had also resolved the cancer problem, which had a lot more issues to resolve. By the late 1990s I was healthy.
In the course of my illnesses I realized that we are not machines and that we react or respond to ideas that we treat as significant or real. I had noticed emotions that I treated as evidence but later found these were only concurrent emotions and had nothing to do with the ideas. Those ideas ceased to be belief and I was able to discharge from mind and when I did I found that there were changes in my body. I found that my physiology changed according to the beliefs that I held in mind. I had learnt at university that we are machines and that everything in the body could be described by linked causes. When there is disease it was taught as a machine malfunction. I realized through my experience that this is not the case. I discovered that my physiology was purpose driven. Ideas are critical because in reacting or responding to them my physiology changed in some way. When I relinquished the ideas, realizing them as valueless, my body’s reactivity ceased and my body returned to rest conditions and health.
I was lucky in a sense because for many years before and up to that time of illness, I had studied meditation both Zen and Vipassana (Insight meditation). Insight meditation was the means by which I could investigate the function of my organs in my body. It was singly the most valuable practice that I had learnt. I was taught this by a Buddhist master from Burma and it took me more than 10years to master but once I was able to put it to use I was very pleased with my self for having put in the hard work.
I am now working on writing and blogging about diseases to bring to others my insights because I believe that other people may benefit from what I have discovered.
Being an analytical person I set to work on analysing myself and especially my thoughts /beliefs and emotions. I found that I was suffering from was episodic anger so I looked at that, recording everything in a diary. I resolved any issues that there were and cut myself off from people that were involved. I also felt guilty but realized that guilt was phoney. I had nothing to feel guilty about and in realizing that I was able to overcome it. Once I had been able to overcome the anger and guilty I found that my diabetes had diminished and finally after another 6 months it was gone. In that time I had also resolved the cancer problem, which had a lot more issues to resolve. By the late 1990s I was healthy.
In the course of my illnesses I realized that we are not machines and that we react or respond to ideas that we treat as significant or real. I had noticed emotions that I treated as evidence but later found these were only concurrent emotions and had nothing to do with the ideas. Those ideas ceased to be belief and I was able to discharge from mind and when I did I found that there were changes in my body. I found that my physiology changed according to the beliefs that I held in mind. I had learnt at university that we are machines and that everything in the body could be described by linked causes. When there is disease it was taught as a machine malfunction. I realized through my experience that this is not the case. I discovered that my physiology was purpose driven. Ideas are critical because in reacting or responding to them my physiology changed in some way. When I relinquished the ideas, realizing them as valueless, my body’s reactivity ceased and my body returned to rest conditions and health.
I was lucky in a sense because for many years before and up to that time of illness, I had studied meditation both Zen and Vipassana (Insight meditation). Insight meditation was the means by which I could investigate the function of my organs in my body. It was singly the most valuable practice that I had learnt. I was taught this by a Buddhist master from Burma and it took me more than 10years to master but once I was able to put it to use I was very pleased with my self for having put in the hard work.
I am now working on writing and blogging about diseases to bring to others my insights because I believe that other people may benefit from what I have discovered.