Hi,
Last night I wanted to end it all. After 26 years on this earth, working in a dead end job, no qualifications and never had a girlfriend, I thought "whats the point"? I live with 1 half of my parents when in actual fact, I dont get on with any members of my family. Infact working as a dustbin collector I dont even have any good friends. So please none of this "dont kill yourself", "suicide is for cowards" c*ap replies. My life is not worth living.
I take 30 units of Humulin M3 twice daily. Last night, I took 720 units to end it all. But other than sweat heavily (the signs of a hypo, although I never actually went into one) and struggle to sleep, it didnt do more than make me feel ill.
This morning my legs feel heavy, which I guess is understandable with the insulin theyve had pumped into them. I've had 2 breakfasts and 1 lunch without taking my insulin. I feel theres enough inside already. My questions are - 1) Is it possible to commit suicide from insulin overdose (seemingly not in my opinion) and 2) If I choose to live should I take my insulin this evening, given the amount in me already?
Glenn
Last night I wanted to end it all. After 26 years on this earth, working in a dead end job, no qualifications and never had a girlfriend, I thought "whats the point"? I live with 1 half of my parents when in actual fact, I dont get on with any members of my family. Infact working as a dustbin collector I dont even have any good friends. So please none of this "dont kill yourself", "suicide is for cowards" c*ap replies. My life is not worth living.
I take 30 units of Humulin M3 twice daily. Last night, I took 720 units to end it all. But other than sweat heavily (the signs of a hypo, although I never actually went into one) and struggle to sleep, it didnt do more than make me feel ill.
This morning my legs feel heavy, which I guess is understandable with the insulin theyve had pumped into them. I've had 2 breakfasts and 1 lunch without taking my insulin. I feel theres enough inside already. My questions are - 1) Is it possible to commit suicide from insulin overdose (seemingly not in my opinion) and 2) If I choose to live should I take my insulin this evening, given the amount in me already?
Glenn
