Dear Arlene
Please do not be so impatient. I know you want to bring your levels down quickly but you will need to give yourself some time in which to do so.
Do not expect miracles overnight. T2 Diabetes is a long term disease. It will takes time, even years, before elevated blood sugars will cause any real damage, so although it is importand for you to get your blood glucose levels down in order to stay healthy, you have time during which to do so.
Do not put yourself under so much pressure and do not not worry yourself so much by any one individual reading, as Ken said, put it down to experience. You have only started testing so what you are doing is only just trying to find out how food affects you. For now, just record your readings and a record of the food they relate to. If you can see that your readings taken as weekly averages, show a downward trend you should be satisfied for now.
As you educate yourself on what to eat and as you lose any excess weight, you should be able to achieve better control.
Worrying only upsets you which causes blood sugar levels to rise irrespective of what you eat, so it really is counterproductive.
By the way, do not be afraid to eat, food is not only necessary for life, it is also one of life's pleasures. That still holds true for diabetics. So please enjoy.
Regards
Pavlos