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- I do not have diabetes
I’ve posted a few times over the last few weeks and received excellent advice and support.
Long story short, I’ve been low carbing for 5 years since my brother was diagnosed T2. I did it to be his accountability buddy but he couldn’t stick with it. For me on the other hand, it really allowed me to come to peace with food and I felt so well I stuck with it. I had an A1C at that time at my request, which iirc was around 5%. My brother is very unwell with his diabetes and it’s scared me so for the last 5 years I’ve done one fasting and one post meal finger prick on the first day of every month - never an issue - small monthly variations but no discernible upward trend.
Five weeks ago I had a completely uncharacteristic high carb breakfast of porridge and honey (I know, what was I thinking), and then even more stupidly went to my 65 year well person appt. Random BG of 8.8 about 45 minutes after the porridge. So I monitor it at home for three weeks, 8 times a day. Highest reading I get is 5.8, mean is 4.4 and FBG usually low fours, high threes. When I go back to see the nurse she tests my wee and of course it’s full of ketones. As I would expect as I also do intermittent fasting. I don’t do keto as I eat a lot of veg but my diet is completely lacking (or deficient in her view) of starchy carbs and snacks. She instructs me that all I’m doing is eating to cheat the test, that I DO have diabetes, I’m just hiding it from myself and everyone else. I get handed the eatwell plate and told to eat three meals and two snacks a day (normally I eat two meals, zero snacks). I’ve had an uneasy relationship with food all my life and I’ve worked really hard to get to a place where food should be high quality fuel and not my security blanket.
I ignore this advice, carry on as normal and agree to an A1C to put the matter to bed. Which came back today at 5.1%. However, rather than settling things, it seems to have riled her even more and she insists that if I ‘persist in concealing my diabetes by refusing to follow standard medical advice’ then the only solution to open my eyes to the problem is to have a GTT. I’ve refused saying of course it will be high given my normal eating pattern, and I’m not prepared to make myself unwell for this test.
I just want to walk away now and get on with my life but she says I’m scared of the GTT because it will force me to face facts. I’m not stupid, I realise I have a family predisposition, I see how very unwell my younger brother is and I do want to be responsible. But I don’t want to do this test. Tell me honestly (I know you can’t diagnose me or tell me what to do, but I’d really value some insights) - am I bring irresponsible? Am I refusing to face facts here? Do I need to overhaul my diet (she also says that LC will have made insulin resistance so much worse that I will have done a lot of damage already). Im so upset and worried.
Long story short, I’ve been low carbing for 5 years since my brother was diagnosed T2. I did it to be his accountability buddy but he couldn’t stick with it. For me on the other hand, it really allowed me to come to peace with food and I felt so well I stuck with it. I had an A1C at that time at my request, which iirc was around 5%. My brother is very unwell with his diabetes and it’s scared me so for the last 5 years I’ve done one fasting and one post meal finger prick on the first day of every month - never an issue - small monthly variations but no discernible upward trend.
Five weeks ago I had a completely uncharacteristic high carb breakfast of porridge and honey (I know, what was I thinking), and then even more stupidly went to my 65 year well person appt. Random BG of 8.8 about 45 minutes after the porridge. So I monitor it at home for three weeks, 8 times a day. Highest reading I get is 5.8, mean is 4.4 and FBG usually low fours, high threes. When I go back to see the nurse she tests my wee and of course it’s full of ketones. As I would expect as I also do intermittent fasting. I don’t do keto as I eat a lot of veg but my diet is completely lacking (or deficient in her view) of starchy carbs and snacks. She instructs me that all I’m doing is eating to cheat the test, that I DO have diabetes, I’m just hiding it from myself and everyone else. I get handed the eatwell plate and told to eat three meals and two snacks a day (normally I eat two meals, zero snacks). I’ve had an uneasy relationship with food all my life and I’ve worked really hard to get to a place where food should be high quality fuel and not my security blanket.
I ignore this advice, carry on as normal and agree to an A1C to put the matter to bed. Which came back today at 5.1%. However, rather than settling things, it seems to have riled her even more and she insists that if I ‘persist in concealing my diabetes by refusing to follow standard medical advice’ then the only solution to open my eyes to the problem is to have a GTT. I’ve refused saying of course it will be high given my normal eating pattern, and I’m not prepared to make myself unwell for this test.
I just want to walk away now and get on with my life but she says I’m scared of the GTT because it will force me to face facts. I’m not stupid, I realise I have a family predisposition, I see how very unwell my younger brother is and I do want to be responsible. But I don’t want to do this test. Tell me honestly (I know you can’t diagnose me or tell me what to do, but I’d really value some insights) - am I bring irresponsible? Am I refusing to face facts here? Do I need to overhaul my diet (she also says that LC will have made insulin resistance so much worse that I will have done a lot of damage already). Im so upset and worried.