Hello all,
I am engaged to a type 1, i am soooooooooooooooooo worried about our future life together, we fight a lot, i'm hating the way he talks to me when he get angry, he become so mean and hurtfull (sometimes it is because he is low but sometimes not) he have such a hardddddd mind beside of his condition, i am concerned about everything in the future, i am terribly scared on his health scared to have complications, i don't want him to suffer more than he already did. he is been diabetic for 20 years, he is 33 years old now. he got eye problem that was healed through laser, he have gastroparesis, sometimes he don't get to the bathroom for 4 or 5 days... he have two fingers in his hand that he barely can feel when i touch them, he have retrograde ejaculation problem... he passed through hard time in his life for many years his diabetes was not well controlled that's why he got these damages.. But now he is doing better hba1c 6.5 sometimes 7.5.
I support him so much, take care of his feet, do him massage, follow up with him his insulin injections, and the food he is eating, i don't make him feel bad abt the retograde ejaculation, he knows that i'm fine with doing in-vitro to try to have a baby when we get married.
I'm so tired thinking and getting scared of everything........ The way he treat me when he is angry make me frustrated and make me worry about how will he treat me when i become his wife !! when he gets angry he became another person, he shout he don't respect me and say bad words..... 10 min he calms down like nothing happened... he 's sorry for everything he said or done and that ittt !!! i should get over !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel sooo lost so downnnn.. i dunno what to do.......
I am engaged to a type 1, i am soooooooooooooooooo worried about our future life together, we fight a lot, i'm hating the way he talks to me when he get angry, he become so mean and hurtfull (sometimes it is because he is low but sometimes not) he have such a hardddddd mind beside of his condition, i am concerned about everything in the future, i am terribly scared on his health scared to have complications, i don't want him to suffer more than he already did. he is been diabetic for 20 years, he is 33 years old now. he got eye problem that was healed through laser, he have gastroparesis, sometimes he don't get to the bathroom for 4 or 5 days... he have two fingers in his hand that he barely can feel when i touch them, he have retrograde ejaculation problem... he passed through hard time in his life for many years his diabetes was not well controlled that's why he got these damages.. But now he is doing better hba1c 6.5 sometimes 7.5.
I support him so much, take care of his feet, do him massage, follow up with him his insulin injections, and the food he is eating, i don't make him feel bad abt the retograde ejaculation, he knows that i'm fine with doing in-vitro to try to have a baby when we get married.
I'm so tired thinking and getting scared of everything........ The way he treat me when he is angry make me frustrated and make me worry about how will he treat me when i become his wife !! when he gets angry he became another person, he shout he don't respect me and say bad words..... 10 min he calms down like nothing happened... he 's sorry for everything he said or done and that ittt !!! i should get over !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel sooo lost so downnnn.. i dunno what to do.......