- Messages
- 386
- Type of diabetes
- Type 1
- Treatment type
- Insulin
I'm sitting here with pizza yummy coke red wine and chocolate pudding oh garlic bread too
BS-27.who gives a s..t
I have seven weeks of perfection eating like a rabbit .... to put on bloody more weight
***... so my 57 gone with the wind an my new 71kg an climbing ... I don't bloody think so
I'm crying with anger an frustration because I wanted to work with diabetes but diabetes doesn't want to work with me...
I feel huge I can't fit my clothes , it's not ok and I don't accept it is ok
And as for my DN saying that ...she's never seen a big type 1 ... poo to you
Because everyone has there comfort zone an mines 60 .. it is affecting my mental health hugely an quite frankly that's more important than bloody diabetes
I mean **** committing suicide is more dangerous than type 1
I'm not attention seeking....I hate it when people say that
I'm giving up again is all I'm mad mad mad and I don't know how to do any better than nearly two months of being really good
Before diabetes had I eaten like that I'd have lost 7/8 kg for Petes sake
I NO my body
Everyone says it's not insulin maybe it's not
But it sure is Diabetes it's changed my bloody metabolism an no one will convince me otherwise
Yes I've read think like a pancreas
I'm not mad with this forum it's incredible an I feel safe here to share so I am
I've nothing left at the mo for diabetes
Thank you for listening
BS-27.who gives a s..t
I have seven weeks of perfection eating like a rabbit .... to put on bloody more weight
***... so my 57 gone with the wind an my new 71kg an climbing ... I don't bloody think so
I'm crying with anger an frustration because I wanted to work with diabetes but diabetes doesn't want to work with me...
I feel huge I can't fit my clothes , it's not ok and I don't accept it is ok
And as for my DN saying that ...she's never seen a big type 1 ... poo to you
Because everyone has there comfort zone an mines 60 .. it is affecting my mental health hugely an quite frankly that's more important than bloody diabetes
I mean **** committing suicide is more dangerous than type 1
I'm not attention seeking....I hate it when people say that
I'm giving up again is all I'm mad mad mad and I don't know how to do any better than nearly two months of being really good
Before diabetes had I eaten like that I'd have lost 7/8 kg for Petes sake
I NO my body
Everyone says it's not insulin maybe it's not
But it sure is Diabetes it's changed my bloody metabolism an no one will convince me otherwise
Yes I've read think like a pancreas
I'm not mad with this forum it's incredible an I feel safe here to share so I am
I've nothing left at the mo for diabetes
Thank you for listening