I wasn't intending to post today but here I am anyway. I had a lovely walk this morning....on my own......I knew I would be because my new friend (!) told me she wouldn't be back until Saturday. It was spectacular this morning because the valley was filled with early morning mist and It was so beautiful. I missed the sunrise though because I was on the wrong bit of my walk at that time.
I really wish I could find that swimsuit to return. I hate it when I can't complete something. I know it's my fault because I am so untidy but all that is changing. My personality has changed a lot in the last 3 days and I can't bear the mess anymore, I just want everything clean and tidy now. I suppose I allowed the mess to build up because it felt safer not to let anyone in, so if it's messy I can't let them in, but I don't feel like that anymore. I just have so much to do I can't waste time looking for a lost swimsuit.
Apart from the swimsuit issue, my emotions seem to be settling down a bit now. Let's hope things stay that way, at least for a while.
I really wish I could find that swimsuit to return. I hate it when I can't complete something. I know it's my fault because I am so untidy but all that is changing. My personality has changed a lot in the last 3 days and I can't bear the mess anymore, I just want everything clean and tidy now. I suppose I allowed the mess to build up because it felt safer not to let anyone in, so if it's messy I can't let them in, but I don't feel like that anymore. I just have so much to do I can't waste time looking for a lost swimsuit.
Apart from the swimsuit issue, my emotions seem to be settling down a bit now. Let's hope things stay that way, at least for a while.