since i stopped smoking/drinking i've made a really nice friend i can flirt and have a good laugh with she lives with disabilities so we help each other feel really good she has been making me feel happy for a change and is my main source of strength and resolve to give up my bad habits
@Marie 2 i'm on a closed loop system but the sensor stopped working i'm waiting for medtronics newest sensor the simplera sensor i think i get it and my pump back on thursday
i got so angry earlier i've broken my hand or just bruised it badly it's throbbing but i'm chill now
stopping smoking weed and cigs after 27 years for the last 13 days and giving up my precious jager all at the same time is getting harder to do each day but i've got this
i'm losing interest in meat when i swallow it it gets stuck in my throat no matter how much i chew it
my nurse went and got the main diabetes dr and a different nurse they managed to talk me into reaching out for help
my nurse she knows i asked her to get me released from hospital so i can slit my wrists i was very annoyed and upset about being in hospital and only getting 1 hour sleep one night then 20 minutes the next made me very angry
my sugars still go up and down but i'm back on pens for a little bit but i'm going to see my diabetes specialist nurse 1pm on thursday for the new medtronic simplera sensor.
they did not tell me two years ago that the guardian g4 needs replacing every year so about 8 months ago it stopped...
i've been annoyed with being type 1 since the day i woke up out of a coma 21 years ago.
it has to do with every aspect of being diabetic i was perfectly healthy for 18 years about to join the military then i wake up in hospital life has not been right since then