I am so sorry to hear how much you suffer...
And scared I am because I am not strong enough to be very strict to myself.
But DO NOT BLAME yourself! There are millions of people in the World who live unhealthy lives and nothing bad happens to them and they will never get diabetes! Simply, some...
I am on low carb diet, it's been 3 weeks only so far but my blood sugar is much much better and I feel better. I am going to follow the life style which you can read about in Diane Kress' book "Diabetes Miracle" or/and "Metabolism Miracle". This diet is low carb but it is safe and it... works!