Hi Clare-Marie,
Welcome, you will find help and support here from lots of friendly, helpful and knowledgeable people.
Like you I was diagnosed out of the blue and it was a total shock. It took a few days before I could accept this new future but there is a future and hopefully, in time, you will see this. Of course it goes without saying I would prefer not to be diabetic, however I have made changes and seen results that I wouldn’t change now. From diagnosis to now, approx 4 months, I have lost over 3 stone, have more energy, take more exercise and although I had good skin before it is now like it was 20 plus years ago. There are some foods I miss but I have found some acceptable replacements and discovered a liking for new things and most days don’t feel like I’m missing out, too much. I consider myself lucky that I was given the chance to try diet alone, no meds, to control my diabetes and thankfully it’s seems to be working, I can’t say it’s been easy, I’ve had tearful days, frustrating says and angry days but I’ve also had happy days, those days when people who don’t know about my condition comment on my clear skin, weight loss etc and when I step on the scales and see a loss as I know I’m a tiny step closer to my levels being low enough to hopefully be classed as normal.
Good luck with your journey.