Hi Guys,
Ive been reading from this forum for a long while but was abit shy to post up..
Anyway, we've just moved to a new area for just over 2 months, and my little boy was already on a insulin pump for the past 8months or so yay! However the bad thing is that the way the new team work is very different, and takes some getting used to i suppose... we dont have a direct dsn like we did before.. and are sort of left in the lurch.. I dont feel as supported as I did before, with regular contact via telephone or text... if something went wrong I knew help was only a phonecall away, whereas now I have to call the hospital and be put through to a consultant and then explain whatevers happened and it just seems so longwinded.. and no so personal as before.. I feel like my son is a number now, just another patient whereas before the team adored him, and were very hands on and very nice, and involved, we were very close as we were with them since diagnosis three years ago. i even went in and helped with training of other pumpers to make them more comfortable and give them the chance to see someone who has used the pump already...
Which brings me to the next point... I want to train to become a nurse and specialise in diabetes, however I am having major doubts now.. the new school my son started hasnt been trained properly yet and so I go in every day, and do all his boluses and corrections as they arent willing to do it yet without formal training. so I never go anywhere and just hang about at home on standby as and when they need me so I can be there as quick as possible...
At the moment I am doing a biology course once a wk in the evenings, when my partner is at home so hes wid our son.. and there have been a few occassion where weve had high bgs or something wrong with the cannula line and my partner has panicked and phoned me and Ive had to give advice on what to do, or try to rush home etc.. me being mum I always take over and do everything myself... although he is trained, as I spend most of my time with the kids I do alot of the work.. and so I suppose I maybe havent allowed him as such or maybe dont feel comfortable with anyone else doing it...and now I worry if i am away during the day at uni, or even doing placement what if something goes wrong, what if his bgs go up high or something happens with the cannula and I am not there... I wud feel so so bad...
I wonder if I should just wait until he is old enough where I wud feel alot more comfortable leaving him, hes only just turned 5 now...
I feel fiercely protective over my son, and I wonder if I should stop thinking about a career... and get him through these important years... I just need another persons perspective..
Also his recent hba1c at new hosp shows it has gone up which makes me feel very bad, the past 3 months have been very rough with the moving, and finding our feet I want to work so hard to bring it back down, any tips would be appreciated....
Ive been reading from this forum for a long while but was abit shy to post up..
Anyway, we've just moved to a new area for just over 2 months, and my little boy was already on a insulin pump for the past 8months or so yay! However the bad thing is that the way the new team work is very different, and takes some getting used to i suppose... we dont have a direct dsn like we did before.. and are sort of left in the lurch.. I dont feel as supported as I did before, with regular contact via telephone or text... if something went wrong I knew help was only a phonecall away, whereas now I have to call the hospital and be put through to a consultant and then explain whatevers happened and it just seems so longwinded.. and no so personal as before.. I feel like my son is a number now, just another patient whereas before the team adored him, and were very hands on and very nice, and involved, we were very close as we were with them since diagnosis three years ago. i even went in and helped with training of other pumpers to make them more comfortable and give them the chance to see someone who has used the pump already...
Which brings me to the next point... I want to train to become a nurse and specialise in diabetes, however I am having major doubts now.. the new school my son started hasnt been trained properly yet and so I go in every day, and do all his boluses and corrections as they arent willing to do it yet without formal training. so I never go anywhere and just hang about at home on standby as and when they need me so I can be there as quick as possible...
At the moment I am doing a biology course once a wk in the evenings, when my partner is at home so hes wid our son.. and there have been a few occassion where weve had high bgs or something wrong with the cannula line and my partner has panicked and phoned me and Ive had to give advice on what to do, or try to rush home etc.. me being mum I always take over and do everything myself... although he is trained, as I spend most of my time with the kids I do alot of the work.. and so I suppose I maybe havent allowed him as such or maybe dont feel comfortable with anyone else doing it...and now I worry if i am away during the day at uni, or even doing placement what if something goes wrong, what if his bgs go up high or something happens with the cannula and I am not there... I wud feel so so bad...
I wonder if I should just wait until he is old enough where I wud feel alot more comfortable leaving him, hes only just turned 5 now...
I feel fiercely protective over my son, and I wonder if I should stop thinking about a career... and get him through these important years... I just need another persons perspective..
Also his recent hba1c at new hosp shows it has gone up which makes me feel very bad, the past 3 months have been very rough with the moving, and finding our feet I want to work so hard to bring it back down, any tips would be appreciated....