Yeah not everyone has a BMI of 17 or no woman or no job or no car and type 1 diabetes and broke and can't afford even to eat anything or stays awake in pain and anxiety every night!!!!!![emoji33][emoji22][emoji37]
If God could make me fat and healthy with beta cells and I had my same mentality and fitness level as I do now, I'd run and ride that fat off my body, but I'm crying[emoji22] just to keep the skin and bone on my body!!!!!
My point is die or live, why be tortured everyday by some stupid disease????? Look dr Bernstein had diabetes for 72 years, for what????? What a waste of life.
I don't make friends anyway. I'm just CURSED!!!!! in everyway, I felt CURSED since I was born. But really for me life is a CURSE why was I ever born?????[emoji33][emoji33][emoji17][emoji37]
I'm up all day and all night, Always tired, can't sleep at night because of anxiety and pain, can't sleep in the day cause have to go to work, nothing good about life at all....then I can't Even get a woman. So nothing good about the morning!!!!!
Lifes a CURSE not a gift!!! [emoji17] Cancer is better than diabetes, either you die or you live. Not like diabetes a slow agonizing painful death!!!!!
I always wish for women but as of late iv decided to make it a point NEVER to approach a woman in my lifetime again as I'll probably fail in getting her anyway as before.[emoji33][emoji17]