Well I feel all hope In life is gone because of diabetes[emoji17][emoji37]. I felt this way since I got diabetes almost 9 year's ago. It's hard to change the way I think.
I'd be so so HAPPY, Iv just been depressed for the last 9 year's living with type 1 a disease from the PITS OF HELL!!!!! now I'm up all day and night because of pain and discomfort!!! I hate my stupid life[emoji17][emoji37]
Can't move my eyes from left to right without having pain in my sockets it feels like a pulling or sucking pain. And it gets really UNBEARABLE at times.
Well iv actually given up for years now. im in my comfort zone......so I just never bother. I'm gonna die from diabetes anyway so I'll make piece that I'll be alone till death.
Many girls told me I'm handsome.... yet all the ugly guys get the girls while I just stare and wish!![emoji17].....and sleep alone every night[emoji37]
Since I was 4 years old i..... thought to myself, I'll NEVER get a woman and I'll NEVER have money....and till today it's been true.....Im poor and NEVER had a woman.