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  1. Patrick66

    I’m sorry I let people down (and myself)

    Thank you. Well at least I don’t have work tomorrow so it’s a long weekend. If I had my way I’d never go back because the stress of working there must elevate my bloods much higher than I’d like.
  2. Patrick66

    I’m sorry I let people down (and myself)

    Yes my sick note ran out. I got the maximum they would give me although I don’t think they factored in the week three infection that set me back. But, being off longer puts my pay at risk..so, in I went. And then, this afternoon, I had two huge Autistic meltdowns at work due to my frustration...
  3. Patrick66

    I’m sorry I let people down (and myself)

    Thank you, I’m trying.
  4. Patrick66

    I’m sorry I let people down (and myself)

    Yes I know about the testing but, being Autistic, I need dietary advice. Narrow range of foods being eaten is being reduced further.
  5. Patrick66

    I’m sorry I let people down (and myself)

    Hard not to hate myself. Self esteem less than zero.
  6. Patrick66

    I’m sorry I let people down (and myself)

    Hospital said 2-4 weeks. Others have said 6 weeks. But then the infection at week 3 set me back a bit. Its just unfortunate that work is absolutely manic so no time to draw breath and because I have to sit up right it makes my wound ache a bit. I'm not sure work really care too much if I'm honest.
  7. Patrick66

    I’m sorry I let people down (and myself)

    Thank you. That's very kind of you to say so.
  8. Patrick66

    I’m sorry I let people down (and myself)

    Thank you. I'm just..disillusioned I suppose. Lost even more interest in food (healthy stuff) so had to eat just to keep any strength up. Frustrating.
  9. Patrick66

    I’m sorry I let people down (and myself)

    Thank you, that's very kind of you to say so.
  10. Patrick66

    I’m sorry I let people down (and myself)

    Thank you. Yes its not bad all things considered. I just have to get back on the wagon.
  11. Patrick66

    I’m sorry I let people down (and myself)

    Thank you. I'm not sure what medication I cold be given that would help. Of course the dietician would have been exceedingly useful and probably exactly when I needed her but, once more, I find myself at the mercy of zero communication within the NHS!. And I've had the stress of a face o face...
  12. Patrick66

    I’m sorry I let people down (and myself)

    Thank you. I am going to try and get back on low carb as quickly as I can but the struggle is very real at the moment.
  13. Patrick66

    I’m sorry I let people down (and myself)

    Thank you. Yes, I just wish I’d heal a bit quicker. It’s frustrating feeling so worn out.
  14. Patrick66

    I’m sorry I let people down (and myself)

    That’s very kind of you. Thank you.
  15. Patrick66

    I’m sorry I let people down (and myself)

    Thank you. I hope so. I’m really going to try. Work is just manic. It’s never been so busy so @ phased return isn’t welcome. I’m already struggling and just hope things improve.
  16. Patrick66

    I’m sorry I let people down (and myself)

    Thank you. Very kind.
  17. Patrick66

    I’m sorry I let people down (and myself)

    Yeah I mentioned half days but...no... And, unfortunately we are absolutely snowed under. It’s totally manic so there’s no time to stop and draw breath. Thanks for your kind words.
  18. Patrick66

    I’m sorry I let people down (and myself)

    After all the hard work getting operation ready I’m sorry that I let things slip. I became ill shortly afterwards and my weight plummeted again. Then, after effects of the anaesthetic meant I couldn’t go to the toilet at all...for over a week. Then my wound reopened. Then another part reopened...
  19. Patrick66

    What was your bg reading last night and this morning?

    5.7 First test in quite a while.
  20. Patrick66

    2018/19 Football Season

    So, after all that...Administration. Useless owners, useless players, delusional wannabe owners... And we still cant move on until the club is purchased...and then we can sign players, change manager (perhaps) ..not that anyone in their right mind would want to sign for Bolton.. Utter shambles..
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