Hi and welcome,
@tennis12
I'm sorry you are feeling so down and going through such a rough patch with it all
Its easy to think that all Type 1's cope with it all swimmingly, and we alone are the only ones that seemingly can't cope and get it all wrong. The truth is, none of us is a " perfect diabetic " , in fact that beast is a mythical one
Most, if not all of us experience a degree of burnout , dealing with all it involves, planning, making accommodations , anxiety about the Big D itself and its current problems, future complications and pressure, pressure, pressure. I think this picture illustrates it well, and I apologise that I can't credit who drew it :
In addition to all of the above, you are going through a tough Uni course, and dealing with all the pressures that brings, and social pressures also. No wonder you feel you have had enough ! As a side note, ED is more common than you think, even in non diabetics, in men who are under severe stress. It's not necessarily permamanent.
You have taken the first step in helping yourself by posting your brave post on here, which is acknowledging that you do need help, and in fact, despite your BG's being in the 20's, you do care. Talking about it is a major step,not only on here and you will get huge support and advice, but also taking the advice given by those above, taking advantage of the psychological support offered by your diabetes team. Just knowing that you are not alone in this is in itself a great burden lifted.
You can come through this , many of us can testify it's possoble. And having come out of the other side, you will recognise in the future if you start to feel burnout again, but will have gained the tools to deal with it before it gets a grip.
Hang on in there, and keep on talking
There is life after burnout, and it can be good
Signy
(Burnout , Aka Diabetes Armageddon survivor )