Awwww katy, I just answered your other post 'just started on insulin' - dont despair, you have every chance to become healthier again, people in the forum will do their best to help you along, and even though you are frightened at the moment, you might not even need to stay on insulin, I know a few diabetics who managed to stop insulin and use other methods, diet control, to reduce their bg and gradually reduce medication more and more, that is actually what I did. and that is why I asked you what you have been eating since your diagnosis?
Of course you would burst into tears, you are stressed, you have responsibilities, you have children to take care of and a job on top of it all, so quite a heavy workload, I bet you dont have time to get bored ever, huh? its good that you can come here and talk about things a bit, because stress will raise your bg too and then in turn you will be more stress, its a viscious circle.
There is loads of info in here katy, you might just learn a few new tricks here and there and improve things.
Big comforting hug for you x