Hi everyone,
Sorry for taking a while to reply - I've paramedics out twice since I last posted and one A&E stay (albeit a rather short one).
The paramedics yesterday were so so lovely to me - really kind.
They bundled me into the ambulance and ran a couple of ECG tests on me and did my blood pressure - heart was going at 130bpm again and blood pressure was 154/102 (!!!) they kept me in the ambulance for a bit, just chatting to me about what's been going on and I just totally broke down and cried like a baby (which was slightly embarrassing...)
Their advice was that the breathing trouble and tight chest is anxiety which I accept; I have anxiety which is social-based but they said that with that it always bubbles just under the surface regardless of what triggers an attack and if someone with anxiety is stressed or worried or upset then it spikes and triggers an attack.
I think that's fairly acceptable in terms of an answer as to why I have trouble breathing and their suggestion was to ask the GP to look into a form of counseling which I'm perfectly okay with.
The racing heart they weren't sure if it was connected to the anxiety so they suggested getting that looked at, as well as getting my blood pressure looked at.
The blackouts were worrying them a bit and they said to push for a neurologist appointment ASAP.
They voiced their opinion that my highly restricted carbohydrate, low fat and 1,000 calorie diet is not good (especially when I told them that I was told I can go lower than that) and when I told them the GP had said that bariatric surgery would cure me of diabetes one of the paramedics said "well that's (word that rhymes with
row locks!"
It was lovely to have someone listen to me, understand why I'm so upset and frustrated and actually offer helpful advice.
So, armed with all of this and the copy of their paperwork they gave me I went to the GP and told him (for the hundredth time) what I was concerned about and what I would like to happen. I recorded the conversation on my phone so I have it as proof just in case he decides to do nothing as per usual.
I've finally got him to refer me to a neurologist, but he said he thinks that they will conduct (in his words) "thousands of pounds worth of tests" and find nothing wrong at all and that I won't get an answer as to why I keep blacking out.
He's got me to have a full load of blood tests done (and again mentioned cost, saying that they don't cost as much as "other tests") and that was it.
He pushed surgery again and I told him that I'm not happy going through with it and pulled him up over what was written on my notes on the screen as it simply said "does not want surgery as too scared" to which he said he didn't write that. I don't care who flipping well wrote it, it's unprofessional for goodness' sakes!!
So, I've got the referral and some tests to have done next week at the surgery.
I mentioned the blood sugar levels and he said that they aren't too concerning (I'm still in the teens so I don't know what it would need to be to be concerning to him.....) and he refused to talk more about the diabetes and told me I would need to be seen by a consultant at the hospital.
So clearly he doesn't read notes or anything - if he did he would know I've seen the consultant already...!
That's about it, I think. So it's sort of good, sort of still really annoying.
I just wanted to keep you all updated and say "thank you" for all the help and support.
I wish there was a "hug" emote here; but this will have to do: