hey
i'm sure you will manage it soon, it may just take take time. just get the basics right first. eat regular meals, a good breakfast, lunch and dinner, i'm sure you would want to eat that anyway. then you may need a small mid morning and mid afternoon snack to keep your levels from dropping too low. not much though, probably just a plane biscuit or small piece or fruit.you may need a snack before bed to prevent going low at night. remember there are no right and wrong foods, just eat healthy! eat brown foods rather than white eg brown bread, pasta ect i am currently eating, a good amount of carbs so i can take a fair amount of units with meals to maintain/gain a bit more weight, plenty of veggies and fruit-at least 5 a day, my portions of calcuim with low fat cheese and semi skimmed milk, fair amount of protein and enough fat-not too much.
once you got the basics its time to carb count. this is very important to get good levels, you wont get good levels without it. all you need to do it work out how many carbs you can eat with one unit. its a lot about trial and error, you must be patient. it can vary between different times of the day too. i have a different ratio for breakfast, lunch and dinner. i dont have massive snacks in between so i dont unit in between.
maybe you could ask your nurse for a starting ratio, try it out- it it works keep it, if it goes low lower the ratio a little, if its high reduce the ratio a little, if it still doesnt work tweak it again. tweak one meal at a time. pick a ratio that roughly works, first tweak breakfast till you get it in your target range, then do lunch and then dinner. you can get plenty of carb counting books too. soon you will get it down to a fine art and then can even bolus for an extra treat without feeling guilty about your levels.
once you have done that if you can start 2 hour after checks to make sure your ratios are spot on, you may be supriced at first because they may not be as good as you think they are. this is because food peaks roughly 2 houes after and that is when you will get your biggest rise. on the other hand they could be fine. now, dont change the ratio strraight away, because it may be the GI of the food that is making you high. GI is the next worry, if you eat refined sugar eg sugar sweets, that will enter you blood quicker than things like porride because porridge has oats. porride should keep your levels stable whereas sweets will make then spike up and down. there are plenty of books on GI values and you will soon get the hang of it, be warned though, GI is only a rough guide and everyone is different. remember cheese and nuts are high fat so can slow your food down, meals high in these can actually cause you to go low and then rise later. nuts are healthy though, they have lots of the 'good' fat and are benefitial. dont think 'oh no my favourite meal is high Gi so i can never eat it again' because that is wrong, if you mix a high GI food with a low GI food it will make your high GI food lower. eg potato is high but if you eat them with baked beans it is a lot lower!
sorry, i know this looks a lot but if you take it step by step you will grasp it in no time! i have only had diabetes for almost 9 months and am now getting really good levels and then got offered the pump. i am now on the pump and am liking it. now you know what you have to do just try it out and you will get really good at it all really soon im sure. i know at the start you feel like you wont ever be able to, but you will! start now, and make it your new years resolution to keep trying, no matter how bad the levels are to start with. i was diagnosed at 13 and am now 14.
good luck
you will be fine :wink:
cr741