Hi it's strange. What is it about today? I have had depression on and off for years well before I was diagnosed with Type 1 diabetes, 22 months ago, but today I woke up with the overwhelming feeling of why carry on? Can I face this constant testing and injecting for much longer? I feel all my freedom has been taken away. I read about the lack of A&E facilities in my local hospital and know about the dire situation in the NHS in general and I have panic attacks about needing to go into hospital. I had a bad experience in hospital when I was first diagnosed as I had DKA. At the moment I'm not feeling any positives. Thank goodness for this site