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<blockquote data-quote="Fai9al" data-source="post: 971614" data-attributes="member: 217785"><p>I've been diagnosed with T1D almost 5 years ago. Over these years, I've felt like my state has worsened I'm afraid, and two leading factors are depression and anger. For the past year or so, I haven't been finding any joy in any part of my life. My favorite hobby ever, PC gaming, which I turn to every single day has a temporary effect on my depressed state. I'm not denying that my glucose levels are all over the place most of the time, but this is becoming way too hard for me to handle. I wake up every morning looking forward to an amazing and beautiful day, but all I get is extreme dullness throughout the entire day. Hell, even university work and studying in general hasn't been that great at all, and I'm not finding any joy in it either. All I can think of nowadays is how easier it would be on me if I just killed myself. About three days ago, I was the angriest I have ever been in my entire life. I literally felt like I was going to explode if I didn't punch the hell out of something. I haven't talked to any of my family members about my depression, but I have told some of my closest friends. You have no idea how much I hate my life even though I have everything I've ever wanted. I would give up everything in my posession if it could bring me happiness. Any advice would be wonderful even though most of what you guys will type would be something I've already heard. Also, I don't take any anti-depressants of any kind.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Fai9al, post: 971614, member: 217785"] I've been diagnosed with T1D almost 5 years ago. Over these years, I've felt like my state has worsened I'm afraid, and two leading factors are depression and anger. For the past year or so, I haven't been finding any joy in any part of my life. My favorite hobby ever, PC gaming, which I turn to every single day has a temporary effect on my depressed state. I'm not denying that my glucose levels are all over the place most of the time, but this is becoming way too hard for me to handle. I wake up every morning looking forward to an amazing and beautiful day, but all I get is extreme dullness throughout the entire day. Hell, even university work and studying in general hasn't been that great at all, and I'm not finding any joy in it either. All I can think of nowadays is how easier it would be on me if I just killed myself. About three days ago, I was the angriest I have ever been in my entire life. I literally felt like I was going to explode if I didn't punch the hell out of something. I haven't talked to any of my family members about my depression, but I have told some of my closest friends. You have no idea how much I hate my life even though I have everything I've ever wanted. I would give up everything in my posession if it could bring me happiness. Any advice would be wonderful even though most of what you guys will type would be something I've already heard. Also, I don't take any anti-depressants of any kind. [/QUOTE]
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