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<blockquote data-quote="JJWM" data-source="post: 165497" data-attributes="member: 30854"><p>Thanks totsy. </p><p></p><p>Yes I have spoken to people about the the suicide and depression. They have given me anti-depressants. My life has got a lot better and I'm more happier...... until it comes to my diabetes. I have a block wall. If anyone mentions diabetes then the wall goes up and blocks everything out. </p><p></p><p>I have tried so hard to control and stable my bloods but I just can't seem to stable. It has got to the stage where I'm saying "I would rather live a shorter life but happier than a longer life and be miserable"</p><p></p><p>My diabetes does not make happy. As long as I live my life happy then I'm not bothered if I live a short life. I do not want to suffer a long life trying to control something which wont control, as it will just make me unhappy for the rest of my life. </p><p></p><p>Everywhere I go I have people "sl****ing me off and judging me saying that I should look after myself and do this and that. It is so easy for them to say, I honestly have tried to look after myself and control my type 1 but I cant. I don't get much support from my family apart from the odd person.</p><p></p><p>If I had diabetes from birth then maybe I would not be how I am now, OK having a sweet tooth does not help either. </p><p></p><p>I just want a rest from it. I thought of a transplant and even though it may only last 10 years at least it gives me that chance to be a normal person without problems. I could then start diabetes from fresh.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="JJWM, post: 165497, member: 30854"] Thanks totsy. Yes I have spoken to people about the the suicide and depression. They have given me anti-depressants. My life has got a lot better and I'm more happier...... until it comes to my diabetes. I have a block wall. If anyone mentions diabetes then the wall goes up and blocks everything out. I have tried so hard to control and stable my bloods but I just can't seem to stable. It has got to the stage where I'm saying "I would rather live a shorter life but happier than a longer life and be miserable" My diabetes does not make happy. As long as I live my life happy then I'm not bothered if I live a short life. I do not want to suffer a long life trying to control something which wont control, as it will just make me unhappy for the rest of my life. Everywhere I go I have people "sl****ing me off and judging me saying that I should look after myself and do this and that. It is so easy for them to say, I honestly have tried to look after myself and control my type 1 but I cant. I don't get much support from my family apart from the odd person. If I had diabetes from birth then maybe I would not be how I am now, OK having a sweet tooth does not help either. I just want a rest from it. I thought of a transplant and even though it may only last 10 years at least it gives me that chance to be a normal person without problems. I could then start diabetes from fresh. [/QUOTE]
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