Hi and welcome,
@JoeT1 - it sounds like it's early days and you're doing great!
I've had type 1 for 31 years, and
most of the time on
most good days I am
mostly consistent. I still have my moments, though. Back when I was diagnosed things were very much more - how can I put this? -
clunky in terms of treatment - when they brought out the basal/bolus regimen my control improved from how it had been before, and then another many years later when I did my regional equivalent of the DAFNE course (Dose Adjustment For Normal Eating) my control improved again, in leaps and bounds. Now I use a pump, and a Libre, and I am the most consistent I have ever been. But just yesterday for instance I was stuck up in the 12s between lunchtime and my running club session at 7.30pm - and the correction doses (two of them) I took that afternoon did absolutely nothing to bring me down!
I can't identify a specific time period in terms of getting consistent control after not being in control (pre-diagnosis, I mean). It's good advice from your DSN not to be too hard on yourself - heck, I've got the t-shirt for that one - and I would recommend taking each day at a time, and not put yourself under unreasonable pressure in these early days.
You'll get there. But if you're anything like me, in 31 years' time from your diagnosis you will almost certainly now and again have a total and utter WT* moment - because you are human, and not a machine! Mind you, in 31 years' time who knows......?!
I like your 'in between those lines' analogy. That's precisely how I view my own life with diabetes, 'between two lines'.
Hugs. You'll get there. But it helps to view the numbers as a continuum, not as absolutes.