where do we start, don't know even why iam writing, its abit harder than I thought, just off loading for a minute, lets not get into all the technacalities for a minute iam 33, had diabetes for 23 years, I always loved a drink since bout 20 then smoked sinced 30 bit weird I hated them both. iam not sure if anxiety is related to diabetes but jesus this diabetes thing effects everything about you, its a soul destroyer, for me, ive heard so many storys saying so many dif things how there doing really well, famous people etc,hopeits just me that's hold me back, don't drive never been abroad and jobs etc have been affected by my diabetes, just a thought