Hi Shaz,
You are very welcome and trust me, it WILL get easier!
As I said, my HBA1C was 10.2 3 months ago and when I was tested last week it was 5.7!!! What did I do?? Dropped all bread, pasta, rice and potatoes for starters! Never liked cereals much, but if you eat those, cut them out too. All added sugars, cakes etc ...... away with theee!! hehehe
I adopted a carb and calorie managed diet - started with 100 carbs/day but already after a couple of weeks I found the regime much easier and adjusted downwards to 50-70 carbs/day with 1800 cals as a max. This was something I could stick to fairly easily and have only recently managed to make adjustments and will do again now as I need to get some oily fish into my diet regularly.
I am T2 on diet only so this is what I found worked for me, we are so different in what we like of foods that you really need to get working on that diet. Coolins Gem Carb counter book from Amazon is about £3 but absolutely essential tool when you start out - I still take it with me when I go shopping!!
Trust me........ if I can do this, ANYONE can!! AND I still have chocolate every day but it is 85% pure cocao and I am loving it.
It will take a while before our Carb cravings will go away and you will fall by the wayside - God only knows I did plenty of times......... and still I have managed to achieve great Bg numbers in a relatively short time. It might be "hard" the first week or so, but if you are determined to stay of meds and have a long and healthy life despite the diabetes, it is so worth putting in the effort/time to get the diet sorted early on.
Keep asking questions ........... we are all happy to help wherever, whenever we can.
Alice