My recent Hba1c was 41% which I've worked really hard to achieve being a type 1 as it was previously 110. Everytime I eat "normally" how I used to eat maybe having a few extra treats here and there at the weekend (maybe a few chocolate/biscuits in moderation or a takeaway-not going mad) I spike fairly high as I imagine most of you do. I physically feel awful. I'm not an angry person atall, I'm really passive and calm but this feeling feels overwhelming at times. I don't even have a reason to be angry it's just a feeling I get when I'm high. Equally, when I'm low I feel really emotional sometimes I even want to cry due to the physical feeling. Does anyone else feel like this? I just feel like I'm so sensitive emotionally to how these blood fluctuations make me feel almost like I'm reverting back to a child and struggle not to feel overwhelmed not by the numbers but how the sensation of being this high/low is making me feel. When I'm in range which is most of the time I'm genuinely quite a calm and happy person. I just wish I could learn to mentally control myself in these situations without feeling like this. Does anyone have any advice. I've never really experienced angry like this as I'm never angry.
Many thanks
Many thanks