Hi, Welcome, Both previous posts are great
what i think your saying is diabetes sucks, yup your right lol, will always suck? yup
many folks decide its too hard to change how they like living so they ignore it, well thats an option but god help them, its easier to deny the little pleasures than to suffer the dibilitating complications we are prone to, this of course would be in hindsight for the folks that decided to carry on as normal, my dad was a perfect example of this, he died at 67 and im sure would have given up those things had he the chance to now, so its a trade off, living well or die early unless your very lucky, sorry this is grim but the grim reality helps me stay on track.
you on the other hand are one of those people with the inner strength to do something about it, how cool is that? your in the minority and that makes you special, what youve already done is amazing and you have to get through the rough times, pain is temporary if you dont give up, if you give up it lasts forever, posting your thoughts and feeling on the forum whilst looking for support from others will in fact be helping others, those who choose not to post but are going through the same feelings and having the same thoughts as you, so well done for that too.
all in all you are simply awesome! keep it up!