Thank you all so much, it's really kind of you to take the time to post a reply. In fact, I feel a bit tearful now, you have all been so nice. It's good to know that I'm not over reacting as some people think and that I'm not a weirdo! It's lovely to have some people at the same stage as me along with voices of experience. I've spoken to my DSN who has altered my lantus and Novorapid. She said that I'm going through the honeymoon period, some honeymoon!! She suggested that I'm beating myself up and that I need time to come to terms with my diagnosis. The pressure to "keep calm and carry on" is hard to cope with. I feel as though I should be able to carry on a normal, there are people who cope with a lot worse than diabetes after all. I worry that people at work might think I'm being a whimp. I know from reading posts on here that I will be back to normal eventually so I guess I need to "man up"!
I'll definitely ask about carb counting at my next app, I'm jealous Twinkle1980 that you've already started, you must be a star student ;-)
Had a day off work today, feel guilty and a bit pathetic but I feel exhausted.
Thank you all so much x