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As I have spoken about something very similar previously on the forum I’m find this report quite disturbing.
A brief recap. Many years ago when hypos were more severe and I had recently moved to synthetic insulin ( Novorapid) I went through a very brief but troubling few months.
Whenever a hypo started, a rage an anger built up inside me. As a regular gym goer weighing around 100 kilo I had the physical capability to do serious damage. Fortunately I’m not by nature remotely aggressive.
When this rage laden hypos occurred I was in in turmoil. The diabetes wanted me to do physical harm, especially to my wife who was trying to assist me. The diabetes alter ego had immense control over me, I was scared beyond belief with the feelings I was having and feeling unable to control this rage and anger towards my wife.
Somehow, someway an inner part, the real me, the stronger than diabetes part of my brain, of my soul managed to wrestle control. I still don’t know how but I forced myself to go outside and to the bottom of my garden and stay there until the hypo started to diminish.
This happened twice, after the first time I told my wife what had happened. It was agreed that if I went hypo she wouldn’t try to help me. Her trying to help was the catalyst for the rage I felt. We agreed she would just sit and wait and say or do nothing.
On the second time I went hypo a few months later the rage started again, I started to feel the panic set in, the fear that I was going to lose it and possibly attack my wife. But this time , experience and my wife’s detachment made things far easier to control. A walk outside was still required, the rage and anger was still present but I felt I had more control this time.
As with most things diabetes these hypo feelings changed and before I knew it i was having hypos that were far more familiar and manageable.
Do I have sympathy for this guy?? That is such a **** hard question to answer. I totally believe it could happen BUT the alcohol is such a huge factor in this instance for me. Alcohol consumption is also something I have had experience of many years ago and know how it can impact on an individuals rational thoughts and actions .
A really sad article, and I so much want to see this guy punished and not be allowed to use diabetes as an excuse. I just wish that I didn’t have the knowledge that I do regarding hypos and uncontrollable actions.
My head really is in turmoil with this one.
Wish now I hadn’t read the **** thread.
@BeccyB . Thanks for posting, I was beginning to think I was the only one who had experienced “ rage hypos”.
The scariest part for me was knowing I was going hypo and that the sugar wasn’t going to kick in quick enough. The fear of what was going to happen in that brief moment in time was frightening.
I’ve been thinking about it today and I feel that maybe my rage was down to my own failure to be in control. Macho man he no need help kinda syndrome. Unfortunately macho man gonna need big help pretty soon. All this probably didn’t help..
Just to put the record straight me and my wonderful wife are still together and I love her full stop.
As for the guy in the article, sadly it seems he is using the diabetes as an excuse.
Just proves what we already know...... every low hypo is unique in how it affects us......and “ us “ are all unique.When I have had a low hypo, I often emotional and start to get tearful and tell my daughter I love her so much and I get all mushy over her. But, sometimes I feel quite annoyed about things in general, and feel 'cross' but I have never shown any violence to anyone.
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