catherinecherub said:
Have you told your G.P. how low you are feeling? Have you mentioned all the trials and tribulations you are facing as detailed in your post here? You need more help than you are getting especially for all the emotional aspects. Please go back to your G.P. and explain how low you are feeling, make an emergency appointment, this is an emergency.
Keep posting and even ranting, it may help.
I couldn't agree more with this. Paulie, you know, recently diagnosed people like me (three weeks today) find that the help and support offered is something we couldn't be without. I, even in that short space of time feel close to certain posters Jeannemum being one. Diabetes diagnosis hits most of us like a train, if you read my very first posts here, you will see I was in tears, lost, frightened and alone. I don't feel like that an more. Yes, I still have bad times/days and only the other day had a meltdown, but yanno what? Posters came along, kicked my ass (I needed it) and got me back to where I needed to be. I couldn't imagine not being able to come here, just to be able to talk, to ask questions, to vent. This forum is safety, understanding and compassion, as well as a place of friendship and knowledge. I can't debate as well as most others, I can only post my own experiences in the hope they may help someone else. I am not thick, I am an educated woman, but not in diabetes. That is why I come here, to learn, to educate myself, and hope, one day I too will be as knowledgeable as others.
Please don't leave, I can't imagine a single poster here would want that. As CatherineCherub suggests, make an emergency appointment, and spill everything out to your GP. Hopefully, this is when he will see just how bad thins have become, and help you. I wish you the very, very best of luck.