Hello, I'm new to this forum so will give you a little background info. Firstly my name is Melissa and I'm 19 years old. I work at my local hopital as a Health Care Assistant on a Nephrology Ward. I was diagnosed with Type one diabetes 27th December 2010, after being admitted to my local Emergency Care Unit following right loin pain and pyrexia, I was discharged after 5 1/2 hours, upon admittion they done a random BS which was 16.4 they asked if I was diabetic which I said no. they then took bloods and send off a glucose one. which came back as 14. They said I was diabetic and gave me Novomix 30, with very little info. On 21st January, I was admitted to a ward overnight as I was still suffering from the symptoms above and had been to ECU 7 times in total, I was diagnosed with Pyelonephritis (kidney infection). I had all the classic symptoms of diabetes but I put that down to work. Working on a kidney ward I have seen the bad side of diabetes. People ending up on Dialysis and having amputations and a few other complications. So when I was diagnosed I knew I HAD to take control. At the end of February, I went to my doctor, after breaking 2 fingers at work, to get a note to do light duties, he was like 'according to our system, you have diabetes, how are you coping?' so I responded 'I'm coping okay, struggling a little, as I have to buy test sticks online which are expensive and have had to rely on the internet for guidance' he booked me an appointment to see a Practice Nurse, who ordered blood tests such as HbA1c, Cholesterol, liver function and thyroid. My HbA1c was 5.2% and my Cholesterol was 2.8. She gave me lots of handouts and advice, I am currently taking Novomix 30 twice a day and she said soon I'd have to take 3 daily injections of short acting insulin and one long acting. One other problem I have is, I don't feel I can talk to my mum about it as she had ALOT on her plate the moment so I don't want to make matters worse, so I text her saying I was type one diabetic and what i was taking and that I had an appointment to discuss my diabetes and said she could come along. I was at a friends house when I did this and she responded "we'll talk about it tomorrow, love you x" and she hasn't mentioned it since and I feel uncomfortable bringing it up. Also a few people at work have been telling me I need to get better control of my diabetes, but surely a Hba1C of 5.2% shows exellent control?! i just really feel down about it all lately.