Welcome to the forum. I expect you are still in shock. It does get better once you get your head around the way forward and believe me, we have all been where you are now.
Have a good read around the forum and see if you can pick up any tips. Ask all the questions you need to and someone will be happy to answer.
The good thing about all this is that you have found your way to this forum which is full of good information and helpful people. Ask any questions as they occur to you and there will be someone here to help you out. 8)